I’m frustrated, but not really sure if I am allowed to be…Maybe I’m just being slightly clingy or annoying or something, I don’t know.
I miss you. I miss our friendship. I miss the conversations we had. I wish I felt like you cared even just a little bit. But I don’t. And it doesn’t even matter.
Hardly slept at all last night. I’m so tired and sick feeling. :/ I feel like this is only the beginnings of what it must feel like to lose a child. I don’t expect anyone to understand, you can say he was just a stupid rat, but he was our baby.
One of our Chinchildren died today. It was quite a depressing event. I feel terrible about how it happened and it makes me sad to even think about it. Poor Martin… I feel even worse for Mathias though. I wonder ultimately how he’ll take it.
Doubt Is Useless
RRRv3 Album Blog | Day 27
DOUBT IS USELESS. It does nothing. It serves no purpose.We get fooled in to thinking that ‘doubt’ is ‘wise’… that it’s some form of wisdom, or instinct. But it’s not.
Wisdom steers you in life. She tells you to step here instead of there. She protects you. She leads you.
Doubt halts progress all together. It is the break pedal you pump as you approach the edge of the runway. Because you don’t think you can fly, or you don’t think you should.
But you can. And You should. And we need you to.
Do you really think you’re supposed to go through this life doubting yourself?
We need you now more than ever.
Have some faith. Ignore the doubt. If it doesn’t work out, let them know I’m to blame.
Here’s to Faith,
- Keeton
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